Anonymous whispered,
:C I get the feeling; I've had that many times before, though I've self-harmed rather than tried to commit suicide. I don't think it would be worth it. I just sometimes find life totally depressing and sometimes unbearable. Is there anything that you do that makes you feel happy for a time being, or worth it? I find that succeeding in personal projects makes me feel worth something. And reading funny comics/fics/whatever helps for short bursts. Counseling may make it easier too.
Fun and self worth only lasts for a few short minutes before I start realizing how pointless my very existence is…I just sit here and wonder the quickest way to end it… counseling only makes it worst because they make you realize how pathetic it is to cry or be upset over life itself..
